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My dad just destroyed my dream

I'm 20 and I'm just a loser. A nobody,

I have suicide thoughts of taking pills and lots of them

I wanted to be a network cyber security engineer but I can't focus. Now I just wanna die and be forgotten. I never had a loyal girlfriend... All of them were fake and idiotic. I chose to be alone forever and be disgusting to women....

Iliked this girl. She told me she loved me, I replied the same a year ago.

I know her since like my sophomore year. Now I thought I could give her a chance to love me. Apparently by asking her she told me she was dating another guy for 2 weeks. I'm stressed, broken, sad..

I don't know what I'm gonna do. She was dating another guy.

I was used the same, I was just giving her a chance... Idk what to do or what the hell is the next step

I got A: stay single forever and hate love

B: join the most dangerous jobs in the military.

I was backstabbed. Help

I have never been in a real relationship where there's just love and nothing else. I've been crying and I just wanna either kill myself or change and be a full playa

I don't know what real love feels like, Someone just remind me about it . I been used, and placed I to the friend dzone many times. I also don't have any dating capabilities. I can't stop crying

I am 19, been friendzoned multiple times.

My dating has been a wreck. I am deciding on whether to change myself to a playa type guy

Also im debating on just giving up completely on love and forget about the whole thing

Here is some of my background

I am a Linux nerd, I mostly do stuff at home, i dont have a job or anything.

I was used by some girl and she just screwed up for me becuase of her nowadays i have trust issues on girls.. I have wanted to feel what true love feels, but i am always scared on what's gonna be the outcome

I am also 19, in my state there's too many rappers, and well i dont get along with them. I have been feeling lonely, and i just been feeling stressed.

my friends just... dont see me as a dating guy, but just a friend. I am just forgotten, hopeless like some lost dog that was dumped in the streets. Been crying for answers, but even I cant answer them.

My heart is dying, and vanishing and I just feel dead inside..

Please Just give me your answer

Nothing of Becoming gay or Following a God. Just an answer

I mean what has the world come to? I hate it

Girls using nice guys, hurting them and stuff

Why are they such a nightmare. Women do not understand how scarce nice guys are around thi s world. I was wondering myself "nice guys finish last" if that was true, and it seems like it is.

I got trust issues, and they are telling to me change myself for who I am and become a playa and just be rude toward women.

I stopped trusting women, I don't think its worth it.

Women in high school think they are the queens of england. Its wrong to stereotype against them, but its right for them to stereotype about me? How's it possible for them to be rude and let them cop out like that? Don't you guys think enough is enough?

Being arrogant and immature I see them, why is possible for them to take away anything from the good guys and kill their knowledge. And end up crying asking for a advice when they do the wrong and most stupid thing. They want the biggest cucumber in highschool, they want the best rapper sleeping in their bed. What's the point of stereotyping people calling them nerds? I just can't deal with them anymore

So I met this girl and thenwe started talking like two weeks ago at the mall. We live in different counties. Very far but in the same state.

Last weekend, we confessed that I liked her, and she likes me. I also even asked her if she could with me sometime, then she said idk. Also asked her what she felt about me and she said that I was funny and cool and sweet.

I asked her: "what's between us?" She answered "what would u like it to be?" I told her: I would go for a relationship"

How can I engage her on an amazing convo?

What questions should I ask her?

I don't wanna bore her to death, I wanna keep her.

We started talking for like a year ago, I asked her out and she had claimed that her parents are highly strict. Recently, she has been vanishing for like months, then out of nowhere come up with the message "hey" but i dont know what is up with this. She dissapears when I try to talk to her, but she wants me to talk to her when she comes back out of nowhere?

No messages on FB, or anything new, no text messages. And then I hear the bell with her name saying "hi" then she asks me about a couple of relationship questions like "do you still like me?" I say yes sometimes, but i am not sure if she is just asking this question for extracting info and just fun. or because she really wants something between us.

She knows i like her. Recently she asked me "what % do you love me?" i told her "101.9% of me is deeped in complete love with you" then i ask her" what about you?" then she tells me " i dont have an exact number, but i love you" i don know if this is good or bad.

I dont know what to do or where to go... I give her poems of love (ik its kinda outdated to that) and she still likes them but just give me a ":)" face and i dont know what is that supposed to mean?

I help her a lot, when she is down, hurt, or sad. We were able to talk a few times via Skype.

I am lost once again please help

I have been with girls who think they are far better than me and I caught them all. I stopped being friends with my best friend, which is a girl, for being jealous while I was hanging out with other girls. Third I just can't think of a way to stop the madness inside me and the same thought "all women are bad and will destroy you".

I try to be nice and loyal to them and they just turn on me like I did something wrong.

Fifth they had struck me with the friend zone and I stopped trusting them for that as well.

Women for me is like a big f*ck you in life since my first break up. I can't stand them, they are mean, bitchy, and screw my life like toxic waste. So how do I overcome this fear and anger I have toward them if they remind me of the same crap that happened in the past.

6th I made a 0% rule for all women, . I don't wanna listen to your anecdotes or God things or sexual orientation views. I want a clear answer

Since I turned 15 everything began to go downhill, I'm 18.

When i try to read, my father urges me to "get busy". My mom and my father are divorced since I was little. I hate my life because I am always yelled at in school or at home. There's no loyal friend to count with. I have been alone forever, no relationships. I can't stnd it. and sometimes i just think of comitting suicide now that I dont see myself being succesful, just a sad person. I lost grasp of my dreams, and i dont feel comfortable walking around anywhere. also i thought about running away, but i need supplies like money and food. I just don't know what to do or what to do to survive. Mostly what i think is just im dead meat.

I mean wow. Society has shifted from a good side to a bad side. Kindest people are just ran over by people who don't deserve anything but still win someome they shouldn't. And then when that person backstabs the kind, they run to them asking and dping the opposite stuff... like wow

I habe given her many chances in the past? She screwed them up ALL of them. Most of the time we are arguing, and I stopped texting her because I didn't want it to be a big damn issue. Also she makes an scene like she is the baby of the classroom, but when she is with friends she is just nothing but a cocky girl thinking she can do what the hell she wants.

And she is telling me that she is sorry, but I don't recieve her like a friend but an enemy.I hhave done everythi g possible for her, but there's no use. I don't text her, I don't message her on fb. Amd she is sitting next to mee >. <

I don't mean to be a bully but I don't trust her really

So what shouls I do?

Pretty much I am doing most of the convos with her, she likes me yes, but I'm doing most of the conversations

She always replies like ya or adter I send her a poem she sends me a smily face

She told me she liked me, and I like her too.

But i don't know what she wants even though I tell her that joining hands would make a better journye united

As I have been her friend for like a year, I have told her how much I like her and also she also told me how much she likes me. Although her parents dont allow her having people over or going out so much, I was wondering if its worth dating her. I don't know what to do D:

I don't know what is next after a girl tells a guy that she likes him, I barely have been in a relationship. But I wanna know what is next or how guys jumo so hihh to obtain the love for that girl to be so satisfied to be with her?

I hav never been in a relationship, but I do wanna be with her, and I love her and can't stop thinking about her .3.

There was a girl that started messaging me random questions if I still liked her. I told her "yea".

Also I have been trying to search for what she feels about me. And so I was wondering if she liked me back. We have not hangout in like a year, but our friendship is strong and united. All I hope is to see her beyond the friendship line. And for her to fall for me. In the meant time I Just send her my poems, and she thinks they are meaningful. I just liker her but she knew when someone blew the whistle and told her. Nowdays its just... a feeling of love

How can I get her to like me?

Well I met this girl about a year or so. Someone told her I liked her amd so she begun asking me questions amd at some point she also began asking me random questions like "why do you prefer me instead of other girls" I told her "bwxause you are beautiful" I tend to flirt and send her poems, also call her cute names and snapchat her when its possible. Although I like her and everything I asked her "what do you feel now?" She answered " I wanna hug you and never let go". Is she in love with me? Or shouldI just.. move on? I like her, and I still send her cute poems though. I want to be with her, but I don't know what she seeks from me. I know I have to be with her and I wanna hold her hand.

Am I doing everything rigght to obtain her trust?

Well I met this girl about a year or so. Someone told her I liked her amd so she begun asking me questions amd at some point she also began asking me random questions like "why do you prefer me instead of other girls" I told her "bwxause you are beautiful"

I tend to flirt and send her poems, also call her cute names and snapchat her when its possible.

Although I like her and everything I asked her "what do you feel now?" She answered " I wanna hug you and never let go". Is she in love with me? Or shouldI just.. move on?

I like her, and I still send her cute poems though

I am 18, about to graduate in December. Also I was shy at first, then I loosen up a little. But to me I am feeling weird that I don't have a girlfriend like many seniors do. In three months I will be gone to the US Army. Sometimes I feel lonely, but I understand when people say "I have to wait for her" yet it is easy to say but its almost like a suicide mission to choose the right girl. V n V I wish I had a gf but ehh