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I had a problem with my data when I was moving my files from smartphone Samsung Galaxy J7 by micro SD to laptop (I used charge cable to connect smartphone with laptop), Everything had been finished, but I clicked right mouse and chose Undo New. As a result, all of my files (pictures, videos and documents) were deleted forever and I couldn't do anything to save them. I use Windows 10 Home Single Language version 2020, so I hope you to help me to recover my deleted files because I used software to recover them but I couldn't do it. 

I just moved them to my laptop, I think I should copy them from my micro SD and paste them on my laptop desktop.

Help me, please!

I don't want to do anything because of depression, and because I don't know how to deal with it.

And I have thinkings of my life, such as "so boring", "so terrible", "so lonely" and "so sad".

I really want to throw them from my mind, but it's not easy.

When someone advises me: "Don't worry, you can do it", or "thinking positive, not negative", then I feel comfortable but it takes few days.

When I want to go anywhere to escape from depression, I can do it, but, something is wrong with me.

When someone wants to keep silent, I think he or she wants to refuse me as a friend.

When I think life is not simple, I want to end it.

But when I think about my parents, I want to stop it.

When I want to go to a bridge and look at the river, I think everything will be okay with me.

When I want to see a doctor who can help me, I think I will escape trom depression with a good advise.

But what should I do?

Is it impossible?

I have depression for a long time, since I was a student, and maybe is six or seven years.

Who can help me when I want to share with someone or psychologists? Or I want to open my mind to get good things, but I think I can't continue my work.

I really want to end everything when I think I have mistakes, and I think other people hate me because they are better than me.

Sometimes, I want to my mind is empty, and I don't want to attend activities from my work, and now I don't want to help anyone for their work although I helped them before.

I know everything is not perfect.

And do you think you will surprise when you know the land where you are living, in the past, there was an ancient empire? Do you think if you know history, you will discover interesting things from it?

I always feel unhappy and afraid of something in my work or life. Sometimes, I think I want to end everything but I try to keep calm and never do it.

I know the last Pharaoh of Ancient Egypt was Cleopatra, but I do not know about the first Pharaoh. Who was he?

Why did scientists find Roman coins in there?

In my mind, I always think that I am Chinese in the past.

Now I have problems with my work and I cannot do it easily because I always remember them (relationships with bad friends, failed in the exams, et cetera...). I'm not sure I can continue my work because I'm afraid of them.

Maybe I will be sacked in the future and that will be terrible thing in my life.