little_genie

ok no slang, no dirty words here. I have seen this a lot but no one explains what *** means? is it cumulative? and what is the job description like?

thanks

So we had a special crush 5 years ago at high school. We were with each other for about more than 1 month or so. The feelings were like nothing I have ever felt, even until now, after dating with many other guys. We stopped because he had to go to the US, and I have always wanted to go to the UK. I don't like the idea of changing my dream to be close to the person I really love. I also thought that it was just a crush, and that time would erase everything.

I have been living unhappily for that last 5 years. Time kind of helped me heal the wound. Last year, I still cried a lot thinking about him, whether I was right or wrong. Now, I don't think I will cry anymore as I don't think I have more tears and the idea is also pretty absurd. It's been 5 years, hell of a long time for a young person.

However, I noticed that I have been dreaming about him, the guy 5 years ago, not my most recent ex (although I still feel something about my ex, just not very much, but definitely something). In my dream, I was very happy hanging out with the guy 5 years ago. Last night, in my dream, I decided to let myself go and kissed him (We've never kissed each other as we were both very shy, and we were 15 at a time, never had a date, always went with friends, as both families controlled us all the time). I think it's worth mentioning that I am a lucid dreamer. I didn't just dream that I kissed him, I DECIDED to kiss him in my dream as I knew that it would be the only chance that I could ever do it.

I have not kissed anyone since after him either. I guess I'm not much of a kisser. Also, as far as I could remember, last night was the first time I kissed someone in a dream.

Am I normal? Why couldn't I forget him? I so tired of being like this. I want to move on. I want to find someone else but whoever came, I started to compare them with him. Yet, I want to accept that I can be with someone different, maybe better etc

Please help. I'm afraid of closing my eyes tonight. I have been staying up so late so that I get so tired that I would just fall in a deep sleep and forget whatever I dreamt about and I don't want to live like this anymore.

Many thanks

I really like reading upon and watching documentaries about conspiracy theories. What would you think, if I was to apply for a vacancy in your company, and I wrote that in my CV?

So we had a project and a guy was appointed to be the PM (randomly by a computer programme). However, he was not that responsible and useful. The rule was that the PM does not actually do anything, but management the team. He was very good at the first part, contributing absolutely zero. The thing is, he did not management the team either. I was instead the point of contact for everything of the team.

Do you think in my CV, I could claim myself to be the PM if on paper, I was not but actually I was the one who ran the show?

Thanks

So, I and him were in a team in a project. I was the team leader and high grades was my only priority. The guy was notoriously lack of contribution, as I heard for his previous colleagues. Accidentally, I realised that he liked me and I kind of tried to sail through, getting him to like me, since I knew that he was clever and that when you like someone in the team, one would contribute more. So, you can say that I was trying to use him for my own good.

I did not like him at the beginning, and kept telling myself that he does not deserve me and grades were my only priority. After the project, that would be it. I wouldn't give a **** about him.

We dated for a while, it was clear that he really like me, but I did not give a hint, other than going out with him. Since I don't like boys paying for everything, no matter what kind of relationships, I made sure that we paid roughly as much as the other, also so that I wouldn't feel like I owe him anything.

Valentines come and for some ridiculous reasons that I couldn't understand, he didn't give me a present until the end of the day, when I was very jittery. I didn't really appreciate it, to be honest, and I guess it showed a bit. But after that, we were still kind of normal. I never let him kiss me though, partly because I don't love him anyway (I think), partly because he has quite a lot of zits on this face, and I had an obsession of keeping my skin nice and far away from direct skin to skin contacts with others, especially those with zits (sorry, no offence, it's just me!). I didn't tell him that though, I just avoided face-to-face contacts with him. Hugging, joking etc are all fine. He was clearly very sad about this. After a while, his contribution started to fall, and we stopped talking to each other. At the end of the project, when writing about team working process and contribution, I was very objective about what he did and did not, as I recorded what every one did in every day we worked with each other during the whole process. So, I did criticise him a lot, giving loads of evidence and did not make it personal. I don't ever feel bad about this. I do this to everyone, and it is fair.

Any way, we went different ways nearly 3 months ago. I was kind of sad for a good few weeks, but I picked myself up. Never the less, I found myself thinking about him, wondering how he is doing, whether we are gonna meet again the future. I dreamt about him once a few days ago as well. I don't remember what it was but it was something positive.

It was the first time I have ever done anything like this as I have always been against girls who exploits guys and relationships for things. I was not after his money, cars, family, whatever. I was only after the short-term grades of the whole group.

Am I haunted with guilt of doing something I have been against? Or is it because I really do have some emotions for him?

What are your opinions about whether girls should ever utilise their tails and relationships to achieve something, especially when it just passes across as an opportunities to get better results?

I'm so confused about my personal beliefs and values now because I have friends who have done these and they feel really fine and good about this. Is it because I have not got enough experience to get myself separate between my goals and my emotions?

Thank you for any replies and sorry for the long post.

I and my friends a looking for accommodation close to City University, that is not expensive like Islington but not too dangerous like Hackney. I have got these areas in mind but I myself have not been to these areas and don't know if the areas are alright.

- Mile End

- Bethnal Green

- Old Street

- Shoreditch

- Kentish Town

- Upper Holloway

- Aldgate

- Whitechapel

If you have lived in any of these areas before, please leave your comment of how that area is like (security wise), are they people there nice? transport (not too important) and if possible, streets to avoid.

Any other suggestions of other nice areas are very welcome, as long as they're not too far from City University Campus (Angel, Old Street, Barbican and Farringdon stations).

Many thanks in advance.

Hi, I'm looking for a place to live from the beginning of September onwards. However, I'm going back to my country from June to mid-September. My current contract ends on 27/8, before I even come back.

So, if I find a place I want to rent. Can I just pay the deposit to secure the property now, not paying rent for June, July and August as I will not live in there, and only start paying rent from September onwards?

Please help because I don't know how things work over here as in my country, I was told that it is possible to do so.

Thanks in advance.

Hi, I'm looking for a place to live from the beginning of September onwards. However, I'm going back to my country from June to mid-September. My current contract ends on 27/8, before I even come back.

So, if I find a place I want to rent. Can I just pay the deposit to secure the property now, not paying rent for June, July and August as I will not live in there, and only start paying rent from September onwards?

Please help because I don't know how things work over here as in my country, I was told that it is possible to do so.

Thanks in advance.

mình dùng itunes 8.mà k thể add file hay folder video được. mặc dù mình đã tham khảo các cách sử dụng trên mạng :((

al fresco hình như cũng có được 1 thời gian khá dài rồi.còn theo mình tìm hiểu thì pizza 112 ở Thành Công mới có 4 năm.nhưng k biết chất lượng bánh hàng nào ngon hơn?